sob.

wireless at home is sooo bloody awwwwwful!!!!!
it's lagged like there's no tomorrow.
hate it.
it takes me FOREVER to upload pictures.
and yea, i didn't manage to upload any picture at all.
so no pictures for the time being.
hooray to the streamyx at muar.

have been really tired recently.
explanation for this: i have been traveling a lot.
and am going to kl AGAIN tomorrow.
exhausted.
totally.

this blog is like so dead and it's still dying.
will not be updating till i manage to settle my accommodation at bukit jalil *headache* and fix the stewpit streamyx at home *double the headache* and and and till i got back from kl after a 2-days of working and and and my cousin's wedding *banging my head on the wall*.
congratulations to my cousin and she really makes me feel like getting married SOON.
everything about a wedding sounds~ ah~ so romantic and sweet!!
*floating around in the room*

happy holidays ppl!
December rocks!!!!!

oh yea, ONE really important lesson that i learned from my friends after the kl trip.
prepare your MOOD and MONEY whenever you wanna travel anywhere.
this statement is meant for my very special friend. ^^ cheers~

another thing that i really appreciate from the holidays so far is a few words from a lovely person.
'the process to every goal is a gift and the achievement is the reward.'
ah~ lovely! just like the person. will keep these words in mind. thanks. =)

cheerio~

short update.

sob sob. i am being bullied RIGHT NOW by a PIG.
oh my god!
xp

am still at kl now.
have been walking A HELL LOT.
conclusion of the trip: you will need to get your BUS 11 ready all the time when you are in kl.
BUS 11= your legs.

i am so the happy as i get to buy myself quite a lot of clothes.
muahahaha~
was missing shopping deadly before this week and now, i am dread of shopping so~~
i really do think that my legs are detached from my body.

have been having loads of fun with the girls.
great time we had and i got to meet gary for the 1st time at genting.
well, not face to face, saw him from far at the concert.
will have loads of pictures coming up soon.
=)

so tired and i bet i will be hibernating for one whole day when i got home.

i love holidays!!!!!!!

cheerio~

AH~ so busy!

this is a really crazy holiday i have to say.
too many stuff coming up and i really have veryyyyy little time to update.
will be back as soon as i am settled down.

in KL now.
shopping centres!!! here mama comes!!!!
muahahaha~

cheerio~

19th birthday.

happy birthday to me =)
wasted the morning on bed, was trying to get back the sleep that i missed.
had my afternoon and night with all the important people in my life.
family and friends, they are.

thanks to ying and vonne when we were in penang for the pre-birthday celebration.
thanks to my family and friends for the birthday celebration.
and to you-know-who-you-are-s, i am waiting for the post-birthday celebration. xp
thanks a million to all the friends who sms-ed/called me for the birthday wishing.
i appreciate every single msg and every single call.
i am really glad that my birthday is remembered. it's special to me.

19 is a HUGE number to me and ouch! it hurts thinking that i am turning 20 like REAL soon.
i am particular about age and this is bad. silly me.
have been learning a lot in the recent one-and-a-half years.
i remember every feeling that i got, every lessons that i learnt, everyone that i met, everything that has significant meaning to me.
special thanks to vonne, she taught me to think more and i learn more than i can ever ask for.
special thanks to ying, she made me realised everything happens for a reason.
special thanks to jul, she's always there when i needed her, always the sweet one.
special thanks to kheng yoke, she's the one whom i had brunch, dinner, DBSK-gossip session with.
special thanks to all my classmates, you guys make my college life the most memorable one.
special thanks to pohpeh angels, you gals make me feel good whenever we are together.

surrounded by so many nice people, i am really blessed and i am not asking for more.
living in my life and i am very much enjoying every moment of it.
funny thing about me, i never stop changing. it's a good thing as surprises come along all the time and i change when i learnt.
my birthday wish of the year: more changes for a better me.

ok. got to go.
wanna watch a movie with my little brother before we sleep.
once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!
rofl!

cheerio~

gigigaga.

a month of exam is torturing like hell.
tomorrow will be the day that i wave A level goodbye.
bet i will miss everything that i had in taylors.

thought of the moment: understanding and experiencing t-i-r-e-d-n-e-s-s are totally 2 different thingy.
am mentally and physically tired.

will be going to penang right after THE paper tomorrow morning.
THE paper is biology paper 4.
2-hours paper. bless me.

i am very much looking forward for the lunch tomorrow.
have been thinking about being irrational for once before i am 20.
we'll see how things go during the lunch. *wink*

I MISS SHOPPING.
CLOTHES AND BAGS AND SHOES!
I AM COMING!!!!!

oh my! it's tomorrow!!! haha!!!
*hopping here and there in the room*
*packing my bags for tomorrow*
*smiling at myself in the mirror*
*doing chicken dance*

cheerio~

an old lady's writing.

phew. am really relieved that 6 papers out of THE-GREAT-8 papers are gone.
kissing mathematics, physics and chemistry goodbye.
guess i will miss having lots of nasty notes in my arms on my bed.
guess i will miss the headache and heartache that the 3 babies cause throughout the one-and-a-half years.

i had a great afternoon with ky in sunway pyramid right after physics paper 5 this morning.
it was raining but it didn't stop us from going to pyramid.
sunway pyramid has became the place where i hang out the most to have stress released.
walking in the crowd, listening to different songs in different shops, looking at pretty clothes make me feel safe, and calm.

watched madagascar which was really funny.
was laughing out so loudly that i think i had no image at all at the cinema.
anyway, it was all dark in the theater, so who cares? *comforting myself*

ky and i had our lunch at sakae shushi and i am so glad that i did suggest the right place.
a hunk with the greatest smile and the cutest look was there.
he got me skipped my heartbeat. *blushing*

we spent 7 hours at sunway pyramid but i still didn't get all the shops visited.
my~ my~ i heart sunway!
it's HUGE!
got my brother a new top and he deserves it.
i am so proud of my little brother for he had tried his very best during his final exam.
and the point is he does prove his hard work worthy and make the family so proud of him.

got my eyes on 2 books and it was a torture not buying them.
knowing myself too well, i will read the books even when i am not supposed to.
the tendency of me reading the story books rather than preparing my biology paper is far too high for me to trust even myself.
my bad for the lack of self discipline. *sincerely feeling bad for myself*
i shall have my hands on the 2 books only after the last paper. *nodding my head vigorously*

read ying's recent post and i started feeling sad, for my college life is going to be over real soon.
the saddest thing is that i will be leaving my friends/ my friends will be leaving me to pursue one's own dream.
after sharing so much with them and after building up the bonds we have between each other, it's kind of hard for me to let go. anyway, PM16-ians, you guys got my blessing wherever you go.

the amazing part about the future is, you will never know what you will get until you are in that moment.
when i was 7, i thought i would be getting married with the boy sitting next to me and he moved to malacca (if i am not mistaken) when i was 8.
at the age of 12, i thought i would be getting to know loads of hot guys in high school and i ended up in a girl school for 5 years.
when i was 17, i though i would be able to chase after my dream of becoming a designer, i ended in taylor's doing a-level program, pre-med foundation.
lesson of my life, never think that you know what's going to happen cause things never come the way you want them to.
it's always the opposite side that i get.
anyway, it's not that bad when things happen unexpectedly. it's a surprise! lol. and i call it a gift. =)

every end is the start of a brand new beginning.
i had fun in the one-and-a-half year. college's amazing.
no regret. no looking-back. no tears for the past. no fear for the anon.

need a bath, need a sleep and gotta go now. the old lady is oh-so t-i-r-e-d.

*to mum and dad: i am missing the family tremendously and i really want to go home so badly. loads of love.*

cheerio~

one big word.
four letters.

H-O-P-E.

this keeps me moving on and on and on all these while.

=)

i am having a good day~

cheerio~

grrr.

oh. how lifeless can i be?

i have been doing nothing but eating, studying and sleeping. *what a life?!*
oh. the only pleasure i have for the time being is surfing the net when i really gonna puck at the sight of equations, principles, calculations and blah blah blah.

declaring my love for Mozilla FireFox.
mummy loves you heaps!
you're the savior of a miserable a-level student's life.

lamest post of all. i know.

cheerio~

deal of the day.

i am so done with my physics. ahaha. have no idea of how can i ever express the disappointment and sadness i have in me.
it's over and life goes on. this i understand.
anyway, i did try my best. no regret.

went to pyramid with vonne and ying.
bangkok dangerous is real nice. awesome movie with nicolas cage in it.
walked around sunway pyramid and there're soooooo many clothes on sales!
bravo! baby clothes, mummy's coming in another 2 weeks!

after 5 hours (or 6) of floating around, i do feel much better.
looking back at the papers (and heartbreaks) that i had been through, i am proud that i didn't run away from any of them.
still alive and things aren't that bad knowing that there will be a wonderful holidays ahead!

olala~ *doing octopus dance*
ok. here's the deal, i gonna continue doing whatever i want as long as it does not concern any revision for this evening, just to buck myself up, and i will start eating my books and notes after err..supper?

-back to reading magazines and listening to hot songs.-

cheerio!

science makes the cat i-n-s-a-n-e.

was so bored in the library before physics paper 5 and i started asking stupid question.
i got a book in my hand and the cover has the picture shown above.
here goes the question: what are those thing?

vonne: ice?
ying: crystaline-structure-and-i-don't-know-what salt.
shan: rock?
teeni: sugar?
me: salt~

what a difference point of views between future-doctors-to-be, future-lawyer-to-be and future-pharmacologist-to-be. like ying's answer the best, simple because she has the longest answer. shan's is the coolest. imagine blue rocks. *wouldn't it be super cool~*

currently having my brain saturated with principles and laws of the great physics.
*doing chicken dance*
life is oh-so-good!
... *i got myself speechless*

cheerio~

no. i am not ranting.

chemistry paper 5 was not good. very out of expectation.
anyway, the mcdonald after the miserable paper was good.
healed and gambateh for the next paper~
5 more papers to go~

muahahaha! c-r-a-z-y a-level.

cheerio~

chirpy cat~

16 days to go!

can't wait for penang! can't wait for shopping! can't wait for Christmas!
*beaming with bliss*

cheerio~

can't think of a title.

something is not right with me today.
after lunch, i had a really intense stomachache, and i ended up rushing to the toilet twice.
was lying on the bed trying to get rid of the pain and i ended up watching at the ceiling for an hour.
i was stoning and it's not cool at all.

i have nothing better to do and the sight of the past year papers makes me feeling like puking so much that i decided to give myself a break on this 'beautiful' wednesday.
all work and no play makes kath a dull girl. very true.

my favorite pastime is looking at the pictures that i have in my mobile and laptop.
i have so many pictures that i like and muahaha, i am going to post them up at my blog.
carmen asked why did i post 'this' and 'that' at my blog, and here goes my answer:
it's my blog. i do whatever i like with it. *gasp. i sound like a bimbo*

people and things that make me happy:

looking at her cute face makes me feel happy.

trying to imitate her cute face makes me feel happy.

taking picture with the baby girl makes me happy.

having chocolate banana cake makes me feel happy.

making daddy a birthday card makes me feel happy.

winning a game makes me happy.

having ice-cream makes me happy.

yi ying sharing her banana split makes me happy.

having vonne to accompany me for my interview makes me happy.

using a RM15 voucher to get mcdonald for free makes me happy.

getting this cute little mirror from my little sister makes me happy.

lepak-ing with the girls makes me happy.

dinner with the girls makes me happy.

taking pretty picture with jul makes me happy.

cam-whoring with ying makes me happy.

eating doughnuts makes me happy.

having wine with daddy whenever i am back in muar makes me happy.

coffee and curry puff as breakfast with mummy makes me happy.


got a slight change at my fringe and i am happy.

lol.
i just wanted to post up some pictures to make myself happy.

ok. i am done with this post and i am going back to my revision.
b-o-r-i-n-g.

cheerio~

cheers~

i was wondering why are we working so hard for all the craps that we don't even know what will they bring us.
maybe it's just the smile and the relief that come after all the miserable struggle.
lol.

cheerio~

hating a particular ah pek!

i am sort of relieved after getting over one subject.
good bye to mathematics.
it's like, finally~ yeah!

3 more subjects, which means 6 more papers to go~
still surviving.

not giving up when i have so many great people around me, supporting and helping me during the exam.
thanks people, you know who you are.

oh yea, i can't help but to rant about what happened to me in the bus this afternoon.

a BEGGAR came into the bus asking for money.
he spoke in really weird language, kept making the sounds 'eh eh' and 'ah ah'.
the only word that i can understand from him was his god's name.
not to be offensive but seriously, this beggar is such a disgrace to his own religion.
BEGGING IN THE NAME OF HIS GOD?
i don't think there's any religion that teaches us to beg.

he's not a handicap though he's kind of old.
he can still walk perfectly fine and i have no idea of why can't he find himself something better to do to earn a living when he's luckier than people who are blind, deaf or physically incomplete.
there're loads of handicaps selling tissues papers or key-chains on the street.
why can't he, a man with perfectly fine physical ability, do something like them?
selling something is so much better than begging, isn't it?
don't tell me that the best that he can do is uttering in foreign language that can't get into other's head (at least my head and kheng yoke's head) and expect others to give him money.
the worst part of this ah pek is, after uttering in his very own language, he was pointing here and there in the bus (trying on performing arts i guess?) and after 'warming up', he drew a one buck note from i-forgot-where and started pointing at it.
ASKING FOR MONEY IN THE WORST WAY THAT I CAN EVER ASK FOR AND THE MOST TERRIBLE WAY I HAVE EVER SEEN.
i was so pissed and so annoyed!

some kind people of his race did give him money and sorry to say that i am not kind enough to give an old man who are still physically healthy money.
in addition, i am still a student who never earned my own money before, still a little girl who needs my parents' financial support, i don't see any reason of me, a girl who is 50 years (or more) younger than that ah pek, giving him money.

so, i refused to give him the money and that ah pek came out with his VERY CREATIVE NEW TRICK of BEGGING for money.
HE! TOUCHED ME (IF YOU ARE SMART ENOUGH, YOU WILL BE GUESSING THE SENSITIVE PART OF THE UPPER PART OF A FEMALE BODY) WITH HIS DIRTY OLD HAND TO ASK ME FOR MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT'S COMPLETELY INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND DIRTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELLO!!!! AH PEK!!!! YOU ARE TOUCHING A YOUNG GIRL WITHOUT HER PERMISSION!!!!!!
WHAT THE f*** WAS HE THINKING????!!!!

i was stoned (and i was drinking chocolate milk) until kheng yoke who was sitting beside me pushed his hand off and said :'HEY UNCLE! THIS IS SEXUAL HARASSMENT, YOU KNOW?'
bloody hell!! that pervert ah pek!!!!
when kheng yoke asked me why didn't i scream, i was totally speechless.
i have never imagine/encounter this situation before and i never knew that beggars would be touching other's body to beg for money.
ok, pulling one's leg or hand is acceptable, but, DEFINTIELTY NOT TOUCHING ON OTHER'S PRIVATE PART! OK?
to all the girls, if anyone (especially pervert) touches your body without your permission, do scream and give him a big slap on his face provided you have friends beside you to protect you in case the pervert went crazy and do something even more 'interesting'.
really stupid of me for i didn't scream or kick that ah pek's d**k.

sigh. what a day!
guess i need to find myself a macho bf as soon as possible for safety precaution.
can't help but to admit that girls can't protect themselves all the time.
there are times that we need guys to come in rescue.

phew~ feel so much better after turning my anger into words.

gonna enjoy myself at home and this PAINFUL experience will end here with this post.

cheerio~

Accidents happen.

Accidentally heard a really beautiful Japanese song name 'forever love'.
Accidentally fall crazily for that song.
Accidentally found that it's sang by DBSK.
Accidentally went crazy after hero who sang the chorus.

Accidents happen all the time and you can never stop it.

it's a really nice song though i don't really understand Japanese.
I'm surprised that DBSK who are Koreans are the singers of that Japanese song. they are really good i have to say.

Cheerio~

one down, seven to go.

am in the library right now.
have been staying here for at least 5 hours with kheng yoke and her friends.
doing revision and trying questions on pure mathematics.
it's freaking cold here and i am wearing short pants. *shivering*

mathematics paper 4 was OK.
hopefully paper 3 which is coming tomorrow will be OK as well.
still have 7 more papers to sit before i bid a-level goodbye.
the computer in the library is shutting down in 15 minutes.
i better be quick.

good luck to all the people sitting for paper 3 tomorrow.
all the best!!!

strongly believe that this exam will be over SOON and everyone will still be surviving by then.

cheerio~

how?

ok. i have been trying my best to stay focus on the books but nothing seems to work.
i am so worried bout the exam that starts TOMORROW.
i am so not prepared.
uncertainties are filling me up and leaving me speechless and numb.

read this free verses somewhere and i really like it:

Never regret a day in your life.
Good days give you Happiness.
Bad days give you Experiences.
Both are essential to life.
Keep going.
Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you Strong,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing.

...
no. it's still not working.
can't seem to motivate myself for the time being.
it's really hard to convince myself that everything is fine.
and it's even harder to make myself feeling better when the stress is so immense.

cheerio~

Sunny.

sunny day = laundry day.

got my bed sheet, my blanket and my tower washed.
feel so happy looking at them under the sun.
ah~ what a nice day~
credit to the washing machine which is breaking down.
pls machine, hang on for another 2 months before mummy is leaving the house. still need the machine to help me with all my pajamas.

going out in 30 minutes for tuition.

loving doctor chew.
thanks goodness i visited him and got some medicine from him before coming back here.
he's real good. salute him and gonna learn the goodness from him. ><

ok. that's all.

cheerio~

it's 5.45 p.m.

finally got myself back to subang.
no, i am not emo.

have been losing touch with my classmates for more than a week and yes, it feels weird thinking and even talking about it.
miss college life and i guess i really missED it. =(

there will be a month of battle to go starting next Monday.
bless me loads.
not going to think too much about what will happen and my only plan for the time being is to do my revision at my own pace,then go into the examination hall with thick jacket, sit for the paper, not going to ramp about it, not going to forget what i went through and wait patiently for the result, which will only be out next year and it's like way longgggggggg.

have not been feeling well and the allergy is back.
the monster. herk.
praying hard that i will be OK SOON.
*crossing my fingers*

so numb over everything and yes, i am very the tired these few days.
i need more sleep and my bed, here i come~

P.S: i can't wait to watch Gossip Girl season 2. Alvin Tan, if you ever read this, pls be prepared to bring gossip girl for me when you are back. =D thanks a million!

cheerio~

thought of the day.

just when i thought i can take good care of myself, i failed.
bloody sh**.
got myself so worn out and i hated it. *can really go bang the wall*
having my break now and it's doing me real good.
burden just get heavier and heavier everyday and life gets harder and harder everyday.

keeping things simple and am lowering the expectation from myself.
guess i am pushing myself a little bit too hard.
have no idea of what's the point of all these but still, can't help to stress myself over everything.
self-contradicting is the perfect description for me right now.
fussy me and gosh! this is so freaky.

i am getting really old i think. O-L-D.
haha.

can't believe that i will be finishing a-level in another 2 months.
phew. 2008, fastest year ever.
and yet, a year to remember.
not gonna lose my grip for the exam is starting SOON.
thinking bout it never fails to make me feel panic.
real panic.

when things are going on so right, it feels wrong. seriously. this is what is happening to me now.

cheerio~

the family.

hours of time with my family have never been enough for me.
this is how i realize i love them so.
and this is how important they are in my life.

i can't wait to go home after my exam.
serious.
i miss them so.

cheerio~

good day.

mum's call woke me up at 11 plus.
have been sleeping a lot and that's just so wonderful~
started my day with super healthy breakfast: oatmeal and milo.

mummy and daddy are coming tomorrow~ yepee~ so happy!
i gonna write down a list of yummy yummy food that i can bring them to and eat all the way from afternoon till night. muahaha.

to impress my mummy, i have got my room tidy and cleaned.
mop the floor for 3 times till i am satisfied with it.
have all the notes and books arranged into 4 piles.
have all the laundry wash. hand wash.
no longer trust the washing machine at home. it can only be used to wash pajamas.
the washing machine has unbelievable records of adding ugly brown spots on my white shirt and removing the buttons of either my tops or even jeans! amazing. simple amazing.
iron 15 pieces of clothes and arrange them nicely in my wardrobe.
guess i really am a freak who loves doing housework.
feel good getting myself busy. lol.
never realise that i would be able to do so many things without depending on the maid.
guess subang is doing me good.
lol.

eating nuggets while typing this post.
got to thank kheng yoke for helping me to buy the nuggets.
current addiction: nuggets from mcdonald.

lalala~ i am so the happy! can't wait for tomorrow!
i have got my camera charged and have decided to dress up for tomorrow!
hahahaha!

cheerio~

a matter of care.

feeling so discouraged and distressed after physics tuition.
oh man, remote sensing is killing my brain cells tremendously.
i need more food and more nutrients to save my brain. *eating peanuts pathetically*

couldn't help but to go online to release tonnes and tonnes of stress. yes! STRESS. big killer for everything.
thought i will be carrying the cloud above my head for the whole day, and i saw one special msg left by vonne at my chat box.
yippe~ she has updated her blog! muahaha!
read her post and it makes me so damn happy.
the post is really touching and i got addicted to it that i read more than 3 times.
*shoo~ bad mood! go away!*
now i am happy again.
girls are complicated. or it's just me?

one other thing:
'never feel inferior for ur bffs will always stick by you. =]'
a note from vonne at my digital notepad on my desktop.
am really touched.
appreciate the note to the fullest.
the reason that i manage to stand again when i fall is the support i got from lovely people like her.
p.s.: i have no idea of when she manage to leave the note and i can't think of when. *still thinking*

lalala~ how can i not feel happy and how can i be emo when there're so many wonderfully awesome people around me?
blessed.

what i will be doing next:
-memorizing amazing facts of physics.
-rewarding myself for the effort on physics by eating good food.
-lying on my bed with a magazine beside me before i sleep.
-listening to my i-pod whatever i do.


ah~ my life is so..err..indescribable. extra-ordinary maybe?

cheerio~

pleasant holidays.

will be having a week of holidays.
yepee~ *jumping here and there in the room*

the thought that comes into my mind right now is:
'oh yes! i can sleep whenever i feel like sleeping and wake up whenever i want to.'
buahaha! it's going to be really relaxing.

not going back home for holidays as my A2 exam is so near. chill kath. chill. it's not tomorrow.
i am so not going to disappoint myself in the 1st place, and my parents who have been paying for my tuitions.
working triple harder for the coming exam. lalala~ studying can be fun, i realized.

greatest news of the month: my parents might be coming up to kl to have breakfast, lunch and dinner with me for a day.
lol. it's a 'might' but thinking of it is happy enough for me to stand for another 2 months without seeing them.
distance makes a heart grows fonder.
mummy and daddy, the little girl miss you loads and loads and loads!!

gonna have dinner with vonnie and ying later. vonnie sounds much better than ebony and this should be the way i am going to address yvonne for the next few months. lol.

oh yeah, tuition classes from Mr. George is really good.
he is 'the one' for chemistry man.
real good. salute him from head to toes.
have been learning so much from him that i think i might fell for him for his knowledge.
MIGHT.
and i will definitely fell for him if he uses HUGO XY.
i have decided that i must take a picture with him on the very last lesson. MUST.

oh yes oh yes. i am very interested in fish spa for the time being. gonna try it right after the exam. thrill~

ok ok. the tired cat needs a break and she needs a nap.
*yawning*
hoidays~ wee~

cheerio~

itchy fingers on my keyboard.

lalala~ what a wonderful day~
everyday is wonderful~
when i am happy, my fingers get itchy.

i m in my super nice mood today and i don't know why.
blah. we don't need so many reasons to be happy. be happy and that's it.
just finished chatting with my mummy, my no. 1 faithful friend, i feel so happy~

have been settling myself better after nearly one and a half year in subang.
never knew i would be here, never knew i would be doing a-level.
never knew i would meet lots of nice new friends.
never knew i would find myself.
never knew i would understand myself better.
never knew i would learn so much from everyone around me.
never knew i would change more than i expected.

surprises surprises surprises.
the essence of life.
feeling of the moment: blessed.

changes occur all the time and it's out responses and attitudes we present that matter.
i am an old lady, trapped in an 18-plus girl's body.
lol.

making choices which i think are the best for myself and people i care.
there's something i need to tell my besties (you know who you are), thanks for being there by my side whenever i need your support.
i have been getting loads of constructive advice and helping hands from you people.
being able to learn so much from you people is awesome.

typing out what's on my mind, relaxing myself after my tuition and dinner (super early dinner) with yi ying.
gonna start doing what i am supposed to do and stick with it.
life is not boring, just tedious and it gets harder every time.
itchiness of life.

the end.

cheerio~

pemission to be free.

pushing myself real hard to hang on for another 2 months and puff~ my burden will be gone!
to motivate myself, i have a long list of activities which will keep me damn occupied after my exam.
muahaha.

firstly, i will clear my wardrobe and will be re-stocking SOON after measuring the space that i can fit my new clothes in. can't wait to buy loads and loads of formal clothes for next year.

secondly, i will tidy the house. i am so addicted to tidying everything now that i am starting to think that i am a geek that have no life at all.

thirdly, i will travel all the way to Penang for good food and beaches! and the next station will be Johor Bahru for shopping! muahaha. thinking of the plan makes me so damn happy. kl is not left out.

fourthly, i want to spend a week doing nothing but reading. have been wanting to do this for a really long time but i never get more than a week of holidays just for myself. i want some times, with no one else, just me and the books. gee, i can be a loner.

fifthly, i will be doing more exercise to burn the unwanted fat and gain some curve. this will help a lot when it comes to shopping for new, hot clothes.

sixthly, i will find the perfect bag for myself that i can carry it everywhere. i long for a perfect bag! wait a minute, 2 perfect bags would be better. make it a 2 then~

lalala~ life as a student is oh-so-good. the stress and the wild imaginations of the fun after the stress is just N-I-C-E.

the permission will be out after 2 more months. patience patience.

cheerio~

simple act of love.

i was about to make myself a cup of coffee and i got a shock the moment i draw one sachet out of the big packet of SUPER COFFE MIX 3 in 1.

the sachet that i have in my hand had 'BLACK RICE & SESAME POWDER' printed on it.

i was stoned for more then 10 seconds.

LOL. so my mummy had mixed some sachets of black rice and sesame powder with the sachets of coffee powder. no one else would do that except the one and only person that would stop me from drinking coffee.

made me think of her expression when i told her that i am going to drink tonnes of coffee just to stay awake at night to study. she had her eyes opened really wide. lol. i was like, wow, mum, you have big eyes. *sweat*

can't help smiling looking at the small little packets of black rice and sesame powder.
love from my mummy.
i am not really a big fan of black sesame but i do eat them, knowing it's mummy's favourite.

lol.
black sesame lightens my day.
lol.
the sweetest people on earth, my mummy.
a thousand words will not leave so deep an impression as one deed.

cheerio~

knowing me.

when you think you know me well enough, that's when you fail to know me.

pressure me and you will see me running further and further away from you.

i can't stand being captured in the one you want me to be/ you think i would be/you imagine.
this freaks me out and scares me off for i think it's just too repertoire.
repertoires are meant to be on stage and NOT IN REAL LIFE.
you will know how much i hate repertoires in real life KNOWING ME.

always be aware of the border line and limit in every connection is very the important people.

cheerio~

specially for my dearie.

from katherine to yvonne:

it's your birthday babe!

giving you the deepest blessing from the bottom of my little heart.

-the girl who has the smile that makes others smile too.-

it has been great knowing you. i am not going to say all those mushy words, you know me. xp
have been learning so much from you, i have so many 'thank you's that i need to say to you.
a day is not enough.
you are awesome!! 9 letters for you vonne, F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C. *grin*

wishing you all the best in all the decisions you made.
you are a cool girl with extra-ordinary personality that i really admire.
you rock, girl!
stay who are for who you are.

note: you have been making decisions with a faster speed recently! yeah!
good for you girl! lol.

loads of love and a super big,bear hug from katherine. xoxo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY vonne!

*secretly calling vonne ebony~* (hoping that vonne will not read this though i know it's impossible. stupiak.)

oh my.

she who waits has got the letter.
yipee. she is happy.
extremely happy.
cock-a-hoop~

phew. settling myself down for the exam coming next time.
time flies. seriously.
2008. the fastest year ever. it's like i have gone through 5 years in a year. oh crap.

got my target set.
concentrating myself for what i am supposed to be in.
it feels right yet it feels wrong sometimes.
have been TTMS-ing a lot and to vonne, TTMS is an essence for growth. xp

scratching a post with mixed feelings. girls are complicated. how true.
started this post with excitement and i am ending it with emotions.
oh whatever. wanna have my laptop off and unpacked my stuff that i brought back from muar.

oh yes. i went home on friday and i had 2 awesome days with my family and relatives.
thinking of my family never fails to put a smile on my face.
tehee~

there's something really irrelevant to this post but it just came to my mind while typing.
got a comment from yi ying bout me.
'the only thing that remains unchanged in katherine is change.'
lol. i won't deny.
oh ying, you really know me well enough.

ok. that's all.

cheerio~

2 thumbs up for the BBQ.

INTRO:
the morning that she couldn't wake up is horrible.
the girl had to rush to college like there's no tomorrow and luckily she wasn't too late.
oh my god.

oh i had a great night yesterday.
yummy food, crazy friends, funky classmates.
was totally exhausted on Wednesday night, which results in a disastrous Thursday morning. lol.
got a headache which nearly killed me in college.
was half dead during the tuition in the afternoon. it's a long day and i have to keep pinching myself to stay awake. sweat.

ok, i shouldn't be running out of topic. my bad.
BACK TO THE POINT.
PM16 had the craziest BBQ on Wednesday, the day before going back to college after the only-one-week-and-3-days holidays.
we will never know when we are making memories and PM16-ians just made a bunch of them.
loads of pictures were taken. not going to describe what we did, the pictures will help to save the typing. hohoho. here goes~

it all begins with the shopping in the morning. jul , vonne, yi ying and i went to carrefour to have all the food prepared. it was 9.30 a.m.

deng deng~ we got all the chicken wings plus chicken fillets washed and the garlics plus lemon grass chopped.

the amazing thing that girls can do with lemon grass is taking pictures with them.


vonne wanted to add detol to the chicken wings? *faint*

pictures of us marinating the chicken wings:

firstly, get everything prepared and arrange them nicely on the table.

kicap soya does magic.

the chicken wings! looking good babe.

vonne was 'massaging' the chicken wings.

my hands stink of garlic for the night and the day after the night. vonne's hands are not exceptional.
jul, ying, mee teck and i had to carry all these food from my house to the college. phew~

bon with the black hand. lol.

the boys helped a lot to live the fire. thanks loads man.

yeah! the fire signaled the strart of barbecue!

thanks for the fire, boys~

when the boys were busy with the fire and charcoals, we girls were busy taking pictures, waiting patiently for the fire. (crap, we just enjoyed taking pictures. lol.) yi ying said taking picture with a tree is going to look nice. and we tried.

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lol. ok. it does look quite nice. xp

how can vonne and i not taking one when ying and jul had one. looking weird though. xp

KL3 (pronounced as KL cube) in the house~ oh my fringe! so sad!

Mr. Hari was there. yeah! too bad we didn't take any picture with him and this is the only picture with him in it.

it wasn't dark yet when we started the barbecue. it was around 5 plus~

happy happy people with big smiley face. *grin*

random picture with me in it. that'y why i post it up. lol.

seriously, the food was good. really good. lol.

saliva dripping.

kath and jul.

we can still take picture while barbecue-ing. lol.

the boys.

yummy sausages. my favourite!

random random picture.

the gang.

we have loads of food and too little time to barbecue. serious!

lalala. barbecue is so much fun!

i have no idea of how jul captured this picture. lol. awesome.

some of the failure of the night. lol. poor chicken wings.

vonne and me.
mee teck massaging shan. lucky boy, shan.

lol. the guys' battle.

the innocent victim-wen chao. lol.

pictures of the girls barbecue-ing.

from left: suet yan, nerissa, jasmine, tee ni and ee lin.

smile girls~ sher lynn, alexis, suet yan, nerissa and jasmine.

random small group picture.



bon was saying that this picture looks like a family picture. lol. karim looks really weird though. xp


jul and kath with the boys.

the boys (from left) louis [who is leaving pm16, wish him all the best in his choice. =)], karim, wai hoe and shan.

the girls~

the PM16-ians.

some of us do look weird in this picture as we were randomly calling someone's name just for the fun of it. lol. it turned out to be really funny. lol.

the washing was really tiring. my 1st time helping to wash, and it was fun when you're working together, getting things done.

took me a really long time uploading the pictures. *faint*
too many pictures and too little time.

got to get knuckle down. 3 more weeks to my A2 examination. i can feel the stress now and as a consequence, the legendary scary appetite is back. le sigh. i am prepared to gain weight again.
just got my trial result.
comment: it's a really good hit and a great motivation for me to study more morE moRE mORE and MORE.
well,i will definitely blog less.

ok. end of this post. gonna go study now. go girl~

cheerio~