Struggle.

got tired of guessing what i did wrong to make what's happening happens, got even more tired of thinking that i am the source of what's happening.

i tried fixing what's wrong, and there's limitation to my strength.

letting go doesn't mean giving up, but setting free.

i believe you must have your reason, it's either being revealed by time, or swallowed by time.

for now, i needa breath for my own, cause i do worth it.

as long as we still say a simply 'hi' when we accidentally meet, or better, asking 'how've you been?' when we see each other's face, i am okay with anything.

i tried my best being the nicest, when you're around;
being just me, whenever there's you and me.

now, breaking free, to be a better me.

i just want the simplest thing, called happy. =)

Complete HAPPINESS.

HE, LOUIS KOO 古天樂 WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME YESTERDAY!

*tachycardia* *tachypnoea* *hyper-perspiration*

few days of laughers with...

SARAH-RAH~

introducing my lovely friend, sarah who flew from melbourne to visit malaysia for a few days. =)


spent the 1st day at muar town, indulging our stomachs with muar delicacies;

visited malacca on the 2nd day, engorging ourselves with 4 meals;

went up to KL on the 3rd day and spent the rest of the day with Jojo Pan Mee and had shopping spree at Pyramid;

on the 4th day, had Tim Sam and Sing-K at Puchong, visited KLCC, continued shopping at Pavilion, MET LOUIS KOO 古天樂at Pavilion (he's mad macho and handsome! *went crazy*), dinner at Hutong @ Lot 10, another continuation of shopping at Sg Wang.

5th day, had bah jut teh near Pavilion and sent Sarah off at LCCT. (sad)


i love the pictures we took at malacca most, see see see:

in front of the museum.

think this is the cutest picture of the day. tehee.

us, with Zi Ang at the back. credit to him for the nice pictures.

something interesting between me and sarah, our birthday is different only by a day and a year. LOL. mad-ness.
it's great having sarah-rah around. we talked a lot and were surprised that many things happening to us are SIMILAR. wicked.
we have almost the same likings, we have almost the same point of view, and we even encounter almost the same adventures in life.
LOL. manic.

i am so going to miss this dear friend of mine.

love, katherine.

HongKong-ing part I

hmmm..too bad my memory card failed me where i couldn't upload pictures from the 1st few days of Hong Kong. would try my luck some other time.

went to the DISNEYLAND. it's a dream-come-true!!!!

pictures:














well, pictures say it all.
i had loads of fun, with people whom i lurve. that's everything that i wanted.

too lazy for captions, so yea, that's all for this post. xp

love, katherine.

HongKong-ing. Part II

more pictures:


























yeap, still too lazy for captions. that happens when i got tired after uploading mad-lots of pics. xp

short notes:
my favourite place of this trip would be the temple.
i always fancy visiting holy places, seeing religious architecture, and admiring sacred art, as some of them are undeniably the most beautiful and interesting sights you'll encounter in your travels.

so much to shop, so much to see, so much to eat, so much to experience.
i shall visit Hong Kong again. ;)

love, katherine.

Happy 2011~

woow woow woow, time, not too fast!
it feels like 2010 was just yesterday, and now, a brand new chapter, a brand new year, 2011 is right in front.

2010 was good and hoping 2011 would be better than ever!
i can't remember how things went by in 2010, so many things happening around, and in a blink of eyes, it's all the past, new histories. tehee, isn't it amazing how people twist around the time, dancing through every moment, leaving with them, memories.

well, it feels like i was riding on a roller-coaster ride in 2010, there's ups and downs (hopefully, in this 2011, there would be more ups. ;p), where i learnt to be a better person, hopefully i am now, can't be too sure and can't be too boastful, can i? ;p
in between here and there, there's accomplishments and to balance things off, there's regrets.
accomplishments where i was taught to be more humble; and regrets where i was taught to be brave and honest about myself.
one of my wishes this year, would be to live with no regret, at least less regret.

knowing myself too well, my self-contradiction has grown worse, and also the OCD.
gosh, emotions emotions, you guys have got to behave.
OCD, well, it's funny how it affects me these days. i am so obsessed with tiding probably there would be no ending to it. scary.
another wish of mine, to be more emotionally stable and have control over the wild OCD.

i have seen enough of 2010, call it drama, or reality, i am happy to have found genuine kinship, precious friendship, though with the lack of proper relationship.
i am thankful for my wonderful family and trustful friends.
it's always the people that make things different, unique, and memorable.
i had uncountable incredible times with all these people, be it happy or sad, i appreciate everything that comes.
and for people who know me well enough, relationship has been tough for me, it's tiring me so badly that hopefully it won't be this year, amen?
this year, i wish good luck, better wealth and best of health to my family and friends, and good relationship comes to me.

partner medical school a.k.a PMS is my one and only MAIN concern this year.
i am totally clueless about where i would be in another half a year time, which university would i settle down till i get my MBBS.
the though and questioning of those 2 asking quickens my heartbeat every time i have them in mind.
i feel so unsure and insecure, and to worsen the situation, luck it is that i am depending on.
biggest wish of all, i hope to be enrolled into my choice of university with nice batch-mates.

i hope i am not too greedy with my wishes and all. ;p
hoping it's still not too late here, wishing everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR!
to the past, to today, and to the future, cheers!

this is happy katherine signing off. HAVE AN AWESOME 2011 AHEAD.

love, katherine.