i feel good, i feel awesome!

got my result last friday and i can now proudly call myself a 2nd-year medical soon-to-be~
can't wait for next semester and can't wait for the new challenge!
definitely going to work harder and make my family and friends proud. =D

have been playing hard ever since the last paper ended. lol.
man! life is good!!!!!!
having crazy ideas on my mind and am going to bring them out soon.
i just wanna spend this holidays with people whom i care, i love, i miss, i treasure.
and when i look back, i can have a big big smile on my face, feeling sweet deep in my heart.

just got home and i am already missing my friends at IMU like mad.
miss shopping and gossiping with kris, miss fooling around and laughing with becky, miss every meal with the boys, etc. etc.
man. i think i will spam them at facebook and text them like a lunatic. xp

will be travelling around a lot and i can't wait for all the road trips!
can't believe i was mugging like mad just 2 weeks ago and now i can finally relax, do whatever i feel like doing.
the best thing of all, i can feel no guilt stoning anytime, anywhere, sleeping for more than 8 hours everyday and facebook-ing like nobody else's business. XD

screaming: HELLO HOLIDAYS AND SEMESTER 3!!!!!!!!! LOL.

cheerio~

freaking out!!!!

imagine, sitting at home, studying for hours, doing nth else but staring at the notes, trying to stuff everything into your tiny little brain.
life-less! totally and utterly life-less!
a short nap makes me guilty and staying up till the morning makes me dizzy.
what's wrong with me?

one whole week of studying! but i am not even sure if i have everything at my finger tips.
man! i just want to PASS eos.
i just want to PASS eos.
i just want to PASS eos.
i just want to PASS eos.

it's weird when you come to a term that passing is a bliss and it's not about getting an A anymore.
it's another level of life and i...
can't think of any word to describe the messed-up feelings i have in me right now.

=(

still me.

thought i would be so depressed that i would lose myself, things turn out to be positive! =D
i get to know myself better and learn to handle stress smarter.
have been mugging for 4 nice days. am officially a professional nerd! yea baby!
4 days, glad to know helpful humble people. have been getting kind advice from the seniors and friends and they have been helping me so much. thank you, wonderful people!

11 more days to go and yes, i am nervous bout the exam.
still have piles and piles of lecture notes to go through, bless me!

missed the Halloween party which was held 3 hours ago..=(
never mind! next year! i shall party hard! =D

miss home!

cheerio~

it's the exam season!

guess what. i am studying like there's no tomorrow.
and i hope every tomorrow comes slowly, and best, if it never comes.
sob. i so don't have enough time to finish piles and piles of lecture notes that are gracefully lying on my study table, in my bag,and on my rack! it's everywhere! *scream*
Katherine, you have no choice but to f*** your next 15 days, memorising 80+++ lecture notes.
i am currently attached to the library, gonna stay there 24/7.
and i am currently very very in love with food, studying makes me hungry 24 hours.
and i am currently dead falling head over heels with my lecture notes, can't take my eyes off them at all.

to my surprise, this, is the place, my blog, that i visit most often to release my stress, and more to my surprise, it helps.
hanging on there, another 15 days to go.
i have no idea how many times i have to tell myself that 'you can do it', 'you have got to do it', 'you will make it' blah blah blah. it's sickening, but (i hate 'but') ironically, i have nothing else that i can think of to tell myself to motive the crazy ME.
okie. enough of stupid complaint and time for enzyme kinetics. *plurk*
psycho in the house. deng deng deng.

wait wait wait. with my very last shreds of sanity, i swear, i am going to bring crazy and fun back right after exam!

cheerio~

can't be bothered bout the title.

phew.
insanely proud of myself after washing the toilet.
was battling in the toilet like forever.
that, was my 1st time washing a toilet.
fat once told me that it feels great after seeing the toilet looking dazzling clean after washing it all by yourself and it gives a feeling of satisfactory that nothing else can give.
i can somehow understand it.
yea, i do feel happy to see my toilet looking 'beautifully' fresh!
but, i lose all my appetite and i feel bad for myself and i don't know why.
T.T
loathe and love washing toilet.
bah. woman. always self-contradicting.
boo you toilet!!!!!!

it's raining now and it's soothing listening to the raindrops hitting on my window.
good day after all. good day. =)

exam's coming in less than a week. yes, i am panicking.
exam spins my head right round right round~
have got to bury my head in my notes!
wish me luck!

cheerio~

interesting.

i admit, i can never age gracefully.
was so happy when i got this e-mail:

HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them'

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down..

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.'
And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath..

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love , whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9.. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next country; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER :
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

phew. love the idea of the mail.

cheerio~

dedicated to jul, ying and vonne!

-the fantastic 4-

so glad that i have met you awesome people!
you girls rockx!

miss those days we had in taylors.
you girls change me in the way that you could ever imagine.
and i thank you girls for that. you girls made me a stronger girl.

all the best to ying and vonne who are flying soon. take care!
wait for me at UK!
i will see you people there! ok?
lucky for me that jul will be around till next year.
i enjoy every moment that we girls spend together.

gosh. i really miss you girls a lot! *hugs*
you girls know that you'll always have my blessing, don't cha?

loads of love from kath.

cheerio~

little by little. i change.

was climbing up staircases that i abhor the most.
was climbing up a hill, so hard i felt my muscle aching.
guess what.
i didn't complain.

hail, katherine! lol.

cheerio~

positive thinking.

i shall study hard, study smart, and study right.

gotta keep moving forward and keep getting better. =D

living in a story of scars which is the source of great pride.
making changes for a better story.

cheerio~

sad cases on wednesday.

went to the medical museum for the MMS session with becky at 1.30 p.m.
was excited at the papers we got.
too eager to understand every word written on the papers.
asked the facilitator bout PUTAMEN.
very nice of him to explain it to us and even nicer of him ANNOUNCING to the whole class that we don't really need to know what's PUTAMEN as we only need to focus on the learning issues.
what the...
is it wrong wanting to learn MORE!?
bluek!
becky and i were so embarrassed lo.
the others were laughing at us asking question lo.
we just buried our faces in the books lo.

failed my CPR test! I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF!
someone just knock my head hard and make me a retard pleeeeeease.
didn't expect this shit coming as i was quite confident with that paper.
guess my brain is rotting.

am trying very hard to save my brain.

cheerio~

singing the happy song!

great great day! have got my internet set up at bukit jalil!
yes! it's like FINALLY!
mee tek, my housemate is AWESOME and he said the word 'brilliant' will suit him more. what the..
he fixed the modem and router up like eating a piece of cake! O.O
brilliant!!!!

was cleaning and tidying the house with becky~
the house is now so clean that i feel like screaming for no reason!
so happy, so high that i can't sleep now~

growing fungi on the bread!
so crazy that i am keeping it and even crazier that i get quite excited looking at the fungi.
call me nut and thanks to microbiology for that.
not being sarcastic bout microbiology as i sincerely think that it's an interesting region to explore.

have not been taking much pictures as i just lost the camera's charger. =(
miss taking pictures sooooooo....

gasp! i am using 'so' so many times that i find it weird for no reason. aha. katherine's mind is currently losing control. breaking free babe!

ok. done crapping.

cheerio~

hello from bj.

am sitting in the e lab, surfing through the net, doing nth else but relaxing myself for a little while.
ah~ life feels good. =)

updates for ying:
i have been doing nothing much but studying and exercising.
too many to learn and too little time i have.
wanna upload the pictures we took at penang but my Internet is STILL not fixed.
to cut the story short, the service provided by you-know-who is really really BAD. x)

don't wanna look back in regrets and am filling all the empty spaces that i have inside myself with a big great smile on my face.
missing my family and friend a lot.

cheerio~

just when you thought i will be really heartbroken, i am not.
just when you thought i will be torn into pieces, i am not.
just when you thought i will be crying over someone, i am not.

I AM OK! =D
very ok.
big thanks to the friends who have been beside me when i was in that shit.
thanks.

somehow, i learn something precious and i think, i have grown up a little more too. ;)
life's always good.

have been traveling here and there.
been to singapore, malacca and penang.
the food, the culture and the people i was there with, i miss them all.

cheerio~

3 days of complete madness.

right after the summative, we, very kia-su people went for the feedback session.
to be very honest, i was so sad after knowing all the answers.
there's 2 things that i really have to rant about.
first, i prepared the exam for 2 months and i STILL can't remember all the notes that i studied.
screw my pathetic brain.
second, i finished the paper sort of early and so, i started checking the answers, and i started TTMS-ing and doubting my answers, and happily changed some correct answers and mess them up! AHHHHH! i am heinously stupid!
ok. the end for the ranting.

anyway, i had fun after the exam.
went to ash's house for a drink with kris, shan and felix. awesome.
had lunch at capri with the gang.
the guys watched movies at my house after lunch and we girls kept ourselves in the room, happily doing everything that a girl love doing: chit-chatting or gossiping (another word that shan said is more appropriate for us girls, what the..), posing and taking pictures, laughing and telling each other how we gonna miss each other during the holidays. i lurve my girl-friends~
went to pyramid and ice-skated before our movie.
WE WATCHED TRANSFORMER and i do think that it's really nice. =D
dinner at TGI friday and MOS after dinner.
was totally exhausted. totally.

and the next morning, i surprised myself by waking up at 3 in the AFTERNOON.
got my room and the house tidied, you know, my mum's coming, i have got to show her the very good side of my house~ btw, did i say i am madly in love with my new accommodation?
i am extremely satisfied the new room, which is FAR better than the previous room where i have to bear with the fact that there's an african staying next door.
not being racist, the african is a nice fellow, it's my prob as i really can't stand staying with a male african.
went out with mummy and aunts and cousins for dinner~
hang out with friends for tea session after dinner till 2 in the morning.
continue gossiping with friends at home after tea session from 2 till 4 in the morning.
and i ended up not sleeping for night.

rested for 45 minutes before kl marathon.
felt really bad that rui yi had to call me to wake me up.
headed to dataran merdeka to prepare ourselves for the run around 5.
waited for an hour before the run and we started running at 7~
took me 1 hour and 11 mins to finish 10km. self-accomplishment tastes swe-eeeeee-et.
waited for the others who ran for 21km and 42km. i really do salute them who managed to finish the run.
hurried home to take a nice cold-water bath, packed my stuff at lightning speed.
lunch with aunts and cousins before i can see them again next time.
and finally~ i could drive back home!!!
muar muar muar!!! i miss muar so so much!

really need a sleep badly!
gonna play hard during this holidays~
can't wait for the gang to some to muar and go crazy around muar together~

CHEERSSSSSSSSSSS!

=(

well well well...
here comes an emo katherine.
she needs a shoulder and a really big hug.
she's not all right and needs a big cry.
she wonders why and she is hanging in the sky.
she tries to hide but she fails big time.
she's tired but still standing strong.

truth hurts and it hurts big time.
yea, i am sad.
and hurt and broken.

cheerio~

oh my godness.

exam is coming and yes, i am stressed.
the abnormal eating habit is back and the sleeping disorder is building up.
gee. what am i doing now?
i should be studying, like right now.

x(

i have superb appetite.

i am eating more than ever, and i am feeling utterly guilty.
can't resist the lure of food. gosh. this is killing me.
call me, the legendary scary eater. =.=

my lunch:

at penang village with jul~

here's the pretty jul~

yummy yummy meat ball. *drooling*

very nice sweet and sour fish.

healthy vegetable~

and we ate the dishes with RICE. (warning: high carb)

that's not just all. after proper meal, jul and i bought krispy kreme.

tadah~

half a dozen of doughnuts! all mine~ muahaha~

and that's not the end, had durian pancake after eating 2-and-a-half doughnuts~

doesn't look nice but it tastes really good!

well, that's just my lunch, you don't want to know about my dinner. thrust me. xD

p.s. fat and vonne, told you guys i do eat.

cheerio~

a day to remember.

yesterday, a nearly perfect day in my life.

i watched wolverine~ it's awesome.
i had big apple's doughnuts~ it's yummy.
i had a nice nap after midvalley~ it's blissful.
i got my room's prob settled~ it's delightful.
i watched MU vs Arsenal match. (MU won!!!!)~ it's beatific.

say, if i did get myself a pair of heels at midvalley, yesterday would be the PERFECT day i can ever EVER asked for.
*greedy me*

will be having a 10-day break starting tomorrow!
wohoo~
it's happy to be going home, but, i will be missing my friends at IMU a hell lot. ><

have been going through a lot ever since uni got started.
filling my everyday with experiences and filling my life with stories.
well, life keeps getting better, isn't it?

happy holidays ppl! wohoo~

cheerio~

i have a big smile on my face now.

well, good news!
have been enjoying my uni life so far. *totally agree with jul that IMU is awesome!!*
went to klang for bah kut teh, went to sunway lagoon for excitement, went to sunway pyramid for shopping, went to genting highland for the theme park, went to klang gate for hiking, etc. etc.
have been doing loads of exercises with the gang too.
badminton, jogging, swimming, basketball (once), tennis (twice, still learning).
btw, the gang = rebecca, kristel, shan, what chiat, shiong qi, edward, jon, dan and alex.

moto of the time being:
play hard
eat hard
exercise hard
study hard

though we've been relaxing ourselves a little too much, we do have our studies on our mind.
we do do our revision, making things balance. *grin*

glad to be at where i am now. glad to be learning loads of brand new activities. glad to have wonderful people around.

so, i see ppl have been enjoying themselves chatting at my chat box.
hey hey, it's amazing, k?
happy to know that someone's reading my blog when it's like so dead.
i really do appreciate the msgs at the chat box. =)
so, keep that up ppl~ cheers!!!

i know i am late, but still , would like to congratulate my friends who did well and achieve good results for STPM. it's not easy and you guys made it through! 2 thumbs up for you all! you know who you are, fat, andy, tina, chai ling and jia.

P.S: vonne, have loads to share with you! when are you coming to kl?

cheerio~

IMU's orientation!

the orientation ROCKXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally got online thanks to jul and whay chiat.
hehe.

don't really have time for the description of all the pics~
anyway, a picture says a thousand words...
and i have more than 1 picture~

hohoho~

our group's flag. a boom! cool, rit?






group 1! alpha boomer!

gonnna miss ser keong a lot!!!!!



nice people at IMU!!!!! yohoo~

oh yea~ our chio group cheer:

boom! we're the boomers!
say what?
ALPHA BOOMERS.

*stomp clap stomp stomp clap*
we kick your ass
we kick with class
kiss my ass
you little pest.

goooooo~~~ boomers~

oh man. i love the cheer!!!!!! lol.

more pictures coming up~ stay tuned!!!!
gonna prepare for my PBL now. chaoz~

cheerio~

oh man.
uni life is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!
so much fun, joy and laughter.
have been doing a real lot of running and the result of it, i have my whole body aching here and there like an old lady.
oh yes oh yes, the happiest thing of all is that i manage to lose some weight due to all the activities. yohoo~

gosh. seniors at IMU are real FUN!
the orientation has been GREAT!!!!!
2 thumbs for the orientation!
we had loads of crazy games and more crazes are coming!!!!
2 weeks of orientation~ wonderful!!!!!
great people at IMU and i am really really blessed to have met them. =)

have been really busy. very very busy.
just got home today and am going back in the evening.
missing my family and friends a real lot!!!!!!!
*big BIG hugs to all of them*

i chose this way and am clear that i am not going to look back.
just got to keep getting better and keep moving forward.
thanks to my family and friends who have been standing beside me, supporting me, listening to me when i was insecure before uni started.
i must had been a real pain. ><
will do my best in return. promise.

i miss blogging so much, but, there's nth that i can do to help as i have NO INTERNET CONNECTION at Bukit Jalil.
wanted to apply for one but but but, long story.

have not been posting up any picture.
so~ here goes~all my favorites~


sooooo...the computer at home not functioning like the way it should be, other pictures are not abled to be posted up.
2 for the time being.

got to go~

cheerio~

sisters.

me: hey carl, is that my short pants that you are wearing now?
carl: eehem.
me: did you ask for my permission before wearing it?
carl: oh. can i wear it?
me: no!!!! take it off RIGHT NOW.
carl: you crazy!!!
me: LOL.
carl: going out, bye~
me: GIVE ME BACK MY PANTS!! LOL. bye~

it feels so good to have my sister back.

we went shopping and i didn't get to buy any cloth at all.
we went eating and i am the one gaining on weight.
wtf.
2 statements i am making. no, i am not ranting.

cheerio~

i'm not at home~

yohoo~
am in kuala lumpur right now.
after 2 weeks of staying at muar, surprisingly, i miss kuala lumpur.
the LRT, the KTM, the taxi, the shopping malls, the crowd, the maggi mee goreng.
went back to gurdian at KLCC, where i worked for 2 days to return some stuff.
gosh, i swear, i will never ever go back to guardian at KLCC, only guardina at KLCC.
imagine this, me standing in guardian, for 8 hours, all right, i did have an hour break in between, so? me, standing straight and still for more than 5 hours per day for 2 days.
the legs, suffered.
well, it was a good experience that i appreciate a lot, i've got to meet nice people, learn about responsibility, being polite all the time, but (there's always a but, it's not like i can help it) it's really tiring.
i was attending, basically to everyone who came into my sight.
EVERYONE i swear.
and i learnt, it's sad that, we human beings don't trust each other at all.
i was trying to explain what i've got and you can immediately see the doubts right on their faces, as if i am going to rob them in public. that's the tiring part.
and then i realised, i was actually looking at a mirror, a reflection of myself.
no, i am not a saint. of course.
that's all, just something that have been running in my mind after working.

i am finally meeting vonne and jul tomorrow, back in college!!! wohoo~
*dancing around*
everytime we plan to meet, everytime we fail to meet.
but not this time.
i have not been seeing them for ages and i raelly miss them!!!
too bad, ying isn't able to be with us.
well, next time babe, next time.

from KLCC to Universiti, and from Universiti to Pasar Seni, finally, from Pasar Seni back to KLCC.
that's the route of the day from 12 to 6 o'clock.
chocolate is all that i need for the time being.
chocolate, please.

skipped my heartbeat, this afternoon.
one meet-up, one sweet msg, one caring heart, and it didn't take a long time to melt an ice.
'see you around.'
oh yea, see you around.

my laptop is back to normal! yohoo~
and i just realised i have been blogging everyday for 3 days. lol.
i have been really free. too free.

cheerio~

when things turn ugly.

i can be very blur, but, not stupid.

i can pretend not knowing that you are lying and faking right in front of me, just to see how far you can go.

the feeling is gone and once it's gone, it's not going to come back anymore.

keep protesting yourself and keep carrying out your never-ending dramas.
i will be watching.

once bitten, twice shy.
that's what you taught me.

be true to yourself and stop pushing me to hard.
you do know me, don't you?

thank you.

warmest regards,
katherine.

a dog?

was trying on some DIY thingy and i made a doggy~
*taking a deep breath*
what happened is, it doesn't look like a dog at all.

i was told that it looks like a sea turtle with a head of a dog.
*crying out real loud*

it took me 2 days to finish it.
and the result is, once again, a sea turtle with a head of a dog!?
the worst of all, my sis told me that she thought i was making a sheep.
*faint*

the soft toy is supposed to look like that. (as shown above)

but it turned out to be...cough cough..kind of weird looking...cough cough..

not a nice work i admit. sob sob. something went very wrong when i attached the head and tail of it to the body. the head was supposed to be attached to where i attached the tail and the tail is supposed to be attached to where i attached the head. aha. as blur as usual.

anyway, it does look a little cute, isn't it?
sigh, well, i know, it's not convincing at all.

i suck at needlework. totally.

cheerio~

'niu' year~

resolutions for the ox-picious 2009:

*clearing my throat*

i gonna cry less than last year.

i gonna study harder than last year.

i gonna travel more than last year.

i gonna love more than last year.

i gonna get myself busier.

i gonna experience life better.

i gonna learn to let go of many many things and people to make life easier.

i gonna have less changes in me myself and be more consistent.

...
...
...

keeping the rest to myself.

oho~
happy chinese new year.
celebration is still on for 15 days from the 26th of Jan.
oho~

cheerio~

bohoo..

oh-ho..
have been sort of lifeless..
this is how i spend my day:
eat > nap > eat > surf the net > eat > tv > eat > sleep.

'interesting' isn't it?

save the pig from eating too much and sleeping more than 8 hours a day.
oh pls~

and i just realized, this blog of mine..
is
so
dead. *faint*
will be back soon. promise.

cheerio~