sob.

wireless at home is sooo bloody awwwwwful!!!!!
it's lagged like there's no tomorrow.
hate it.
it takes me FOREVER to upload pictures.
and yea, i didn't manage to upload any picture at all.
so no pictures for the time being.
hooray to the streamyx at muar.

have been really tired recently.
explanation for this: i have been traveling a lot.
and am going to kl AGAIN tomorrow.
exhausted.
totally.

this blog is like so dead and it's still dying.
will not be updating till i manage to settle my accommodation at bukit jalil *headache* and fix the stewpit streamyx at home *double the headache* and and and till i got back from kl after a 2-days of working and and and my cousin's wedding *banging my head on the wall*.
congratulations to my cousin and she really makes me feel like getting married SOON.
everything about a wedding sounds~ ah~ so romantic and sweet!!
*floating around in the room*

happy holidays ppl!
December rocks!!!!!

oh yea, ONE really important lesson that i learned from my friends after the kl trip.
prepare your MOOD and MONEY whenever you wanna travel anywhere.
this statement is meant for my very special friend. ^^ cheers~

another thing that i really appreciate from the holidays so far is a few words from a lovely person.
'the process to every goal is a gift and the achievement is the reward.'
ah~ lovely! just like the person. will keep these words in mind. thanks. =)

cheerio~

short update.

sob sob. i am being bullied RIGHT NOW by a PIG.
oh my god!
xp

am still at kl now.
have been walking A HELL LOT.
conclusion of the trip: you will need to get your BUS 11 ready all the time when you are in kl.
BUS 11= your legs.

i am so the happy as i get to buy myself quite a lot of clothes.
muahahaha~
was missing shopping deadly before this week and now, i am dread of shopping so~~
i really do think that my legs are detached from my body.

have been having loads of fun with the girls.
great time we had and i got to meet gary for the 1st time at genting.
well, not face to face, saw him from far at the concert.
will have loads of pictures coming up soon.
=)

so tired and i bet i will be hibernating for one whole day when i got home.

i love holidays!!!!!!!

cheerio~

AH~ so busy!

this is a really crazy holiday i have to say.
too many stuff coming up and i really have veryyyyy little time to update.
will be back as soon as i am settled down.

in KL now.
shopping centres!!! here mama comes!!!!
muahahaha~

cheerio~

19th birthday.

happy birthday to me =)
wasted the morning on bed, was trying to get back the sleep that i missed.
had my afternoon and night with all the important people in my life.
family and friends, they are.

thanks to ying and vonne when we were in penang for the pre-birthday celebration.
thanks to my family and friends for the birthday celebration.
and to you-know-who-you-are-s, i am waiting for the post-birthday celebration. xp
thanks a million to all the friends who sms-ed/called me for the birthday wishing.
i appreciate every single msg and every single call.
i am really glad that my birthday is remembered. it's special to me.

19 is a HUGE number to me and ouch! it hurts thinking that i am turning 20 like REAL soon.
i am particular about age and this is bad. silly me.
have been learning a lot in the recent one-and-a-half years.
i remember every feeling that i got, every lessons that i learnt, everyone that i met, everything that has significant meaning to me.
special thanks to vonne, she taught me to think more and i learn more than i can ever ask for.
special thanks to ying, she made me realised everything happens for a reason.
special thanks to jul, she's always there when i needed her, always the sweet one.
special thanks to kheng yoke, she's the one whom i had brunch, dinner, DBSK-gossip session with.
special thanks to all my classmates, you guys make my college life the most memorable one.
special thanks to pohpeh angels, you gals make me feel good whenever we are together.

surrounded by so many nice people, i am really blessed and i am not asking for more.
living in my life and i am very much enjoying every moment of it.
funny thing about me, i never stop changing. it's a good thing as surprises come along all the time and i change when i learnt.
my birthday wish of the year: more changes for a better me.

ok. got to go.
wanna watch a movie with my little brother before we sleep.
once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!
rofl!

cheerio~

gigigaga.

a month of exam is torturing like hell.
tomorrow will be the day that i wave A level goodbye.
bet i will miss everything that i had in taylors.

thought of the moment: understanding and experiencing t-i-r-e-d-n-e-s-s are totally 2 different thingy.
am mentally and physically tired.

will be going to penang right after THE paper tomorrow morning.
THE paper is biology paper 4.
2-hours paper. bless me.

i am very much looking forward for the lunch tomorrow.
have been thinking about being irrational for once before i am 20.
we'll see how things go during the lunch. *wink*

I MISS SHOPPING.
CLOTHES AND BAGS AND SHOES!
I AM COMING!!!!!

oh my! it's tomorrow!!! haha!!!
*hopping here and there in the room*
*packing my bags for tomorrow*
*smiling at myself in the mirror*
*doing chicken dance*

cheerio~

an old lady's writing.

phew. am really relieved that 6 papers out of THE-GREAT-8 papers are gone.
kissing mathematics, physics and chemistry goodbye.
guess i will miss having lots of nasty notes in my arms on my bed.
guess i will miss the headache and heartache that the 3 babies cause throughout the one-and-a-half years.

i had a great afternoon with ky in sunway pyramid right after physics paper 5 this morning.
it was raining but it didn't stop us from going to pyramid.
sunway pyramid has became the place where i hang out the most to have stress released.
walking in the crowd, listening to different songs in different shops, looking at pretty clothes make me feel safe, and calm.

watched madagascar which was really funny.
was laughing out so loudly that i think i had no image at all at the cinema.
anyway, it was all dark in the theater, so who cares? *comforting myself*

ky and i had our lunch at sakae shushi and i am so glad that i did suggest the right place.
a hunk with the greatest smile and the cutest look was there.
he got me skipped my heartbeat. *blushing*

we spent 7 hours at sunway pyramid but i still didn't get all the shops visited.
my~ my~ i heart sunway!
it's HUGE!
got my brother a new top and he deserves it.
i am so proud of my little brother for he had tried his very best during his final exam.
and the point is he does prove his hard work worthy and make the family so proud of him.

got my eyes on 2 books and it was a torture not buying them.
knowing myself too well, i will read the books even when i am not supposed to.
the tendency of me reading the story books rather than preparing my biology paper is far too high for me to trust even myself.
my bad for the lack of self discipline. *sincerely feeling bad for myself*
i shall have my hands on the 2 books only after the last paper. *nodding my head vigorously*

read ying's recent post and i started feeling sad, for my college life is going to be over real soon.
the saddest thing is that i will be leaving my friends/ my friends will be leaving me to pursue one's own dream.
after sharing so much with them and after building up the bonds we have between each other, it's kind of hard for me to let go. anyway, PM16-ians, you guys got my blessing wherever you go.

the amazing part about the future is, you will never know what you will get until you are in that moment.
when i was 7, i thought i would be getting married with the boy sitting next to me and he moved to malacca (if i am not mistaken) when i was 8.
at the age of 12, i thought i would be getting to know loads of hot guys in high school and i ended up in a girl school for 5 years.
when i was 17, i though i would be able to chase after my dream of becoming a designer, i ended in taylor's doing a-level program, pre-med foundation.
lesson of my life, never think that you know what's going to happen cause things never come the way you want them to.
it's always the opposite side that i get.
anyway, it's not that bad when things happen unexpectedly. it's a surprise! lol. and i call it a gift. =)

every end is the start of a brand new beginning.
i had fun in the one-and-a-half year. college's amazing.
no regret. no looking-back. no tears for the past. no fear for the anon.

need a bath, need a sleep and gotta go now. the old lady is oh-so t-i-r-e-d.

*to mum and dad: i am missing the family tremendously and i really want to go home so badly. loads of love.*

cheerio~

one big word.
four letters.

H-O-P-E.

this keeps me moving on and on and on all these while.

=)

i am having a good day~

cheerio~