i think, it's all right to be not sure about things sometimes. no?
since the only certainty in life is uncertainty. no?
can i be superb optimistic, but still saintly realistic?
there are so many decisions to make, so little assurance i have. the balance is not there!
how can i ever put 'definitely' and 'certainly' in what's gonna be. grr, this is not fair.
not having control of one really important thing, makes me really insecure now.
can't be sure of where i would be twin to, it's like throwing a dice, letting the luck and fate decide where i would be. everybody, wishing me best of luck, pleaseeeee.
doing medicine at imu, is like taking a roller coaster ride. scary, yet exciting, nerve-cracking, yet comforting at times. i don't know, it's driving me a little nuts, ironically, it's teaching me how to pull myself back as well.
exam's in 2 weeks. i am panicking like an ant on hot pan. the nervousness is burning hot!
i, just came back from mcd, not for supper, but to study, with jon and shan.
have been doing late-night studies till 3 for 2 days.
still alive, miracle it is. haha.
can't wait till exam's over, and before the very next exam, i just want to be sleep well, eat well, and play well. till then, i would be one step closer, to leaving imu, and to another new start. intoxicating!
love, katherine.
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