like, you are happy for a min, the next sec, discomfort kicks in.
i am in this phase, where there's crazy mixed feelings coming all together in a day, playing roller coaster in my head.
talked to carl, and she called that, ADAPTATION.
so yea, picking up bits and pieces of belfast here and there.
from times to times, it could be fun, it could be difficult, it could be titillating, it could be exhausting.
growing up is never like holding a big giant lollipop in your hand, and when you lick it, it's so sweet you smile like an innocent baby. growing up tastes like strawberry now, it's beautiful, when you have a bite on it, it could be sweet, it could be sour, but it still gives a smile, that's full of contentment.
i like it this way now, it reminds me that i am living a direction. taking tiny lil steps one by one, it feels not too bad after all.
p.s. to my family and friends who hear me out throughout the past one month, thanks!
love, katherine.
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