Happy 2011~

woow woow woow, time, not too fast!
it feels like 2010 was just yesterday, and now, a brand new chapter, a brand new year, 2011 is right in front.

2010 was good and hoping 2011 would be better than ever!
i can't remember how things went by in 2010, so many things happening around, and in a blink of eyes, it's all the past, new histories. tehee, isn't it amazing how people twist around the time, dancing through every moment, leaving with them, memories.

well, it feels like i was riding on a roller-coaster ride in 2010, there's ups and downs (hopefully, in this 2011, there would be more ups. ;p), where i learnt to be a better person, hopefully i am now, can't be too sure and can't be too boastful, can i? ;p
in between here and there, there's accomplishments and to balance things off, there's regrets.
accomplishments where i was taught to be more humble; and regrets where i was taught to be brave and honest about myself.
one of my wishes this year, would be to live with no regret, at least less regret.

knowing myself too well, my self-contradiction has grown worse, and also the OCD.
gosh, emotions emotions, you guys have got to behave.
OCD, well, it's funny how it affects me these days. i am so obsessed with tiding probably there would be no ending to it. scary.
another wish of mine, to be more emotionally stable and have control over the wild OCD.

i have seen enough of 2010, call it drama, or reality, i am happy to have found genuine kinship, precious friendship, though with the lack of proper relationship.
i am thankful for my wonderful family and trustful friends.
it's always the people that make things different, unique, and memorable.
i had uncountable incredible times with all these people, be it happy or sad, i appreciate everything that comes.
and for people who know me well enough, relationship has been tough for me, it's tiring me so badly that hopefully it won't be this year, amen?
this year, i wish good luck, better wealth and best of health to my family and friends, and good relationship comes to me.

partner medical school a.k.a PMS is my one and only MAIN concern this year.
i am totally clueless about where i would be in another half a year time, which university would i settle down till i get my MBBS.
the though and questioning of those 2 asking quickens my heartbeat every time i have them in mind.
i feel so unsure and insecure, and to worsen the situation, luck it is that i am depending on.
biggest wish of all, i hope to be enrolled into my choice of university with nice batch-mates.

i hope i am not too greedy with my wishes and all. ;p
hoping it's still not too late here, wishing everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR!
to the past, to today, and to the future, cheers!

this is happy katherine signing off. HAVE AN AWESOME 2011 AHEAD.

love, katherine.