10 bucks a day!

i'm crazily hoping that saving money from today onwards, and for a year helps in making life easier when i twin to oversea, to the world.

like maybe, 1o bucks a day, katherine will have RM3650, which is around 730 pounds next year to shop hopefully and preferably at UK.

may my saving plan work and may my little dream of shopping at UK be realised.

it's said that when you strongly believe one thing, with no doubt, but determination, your wish would be granted.
i believe.

from now onwards, no money no talk! haha.

love, katherine.

sunny sunday!

gotta be in november starting tomorrow!

got back home last thursday, and came back yesterday.
be surprise at how 2 days can make a change.
i got myself some nice time, eating breakie, and had some thoughts for myself.
i was just thinking how much changes has taken place in the past 10 months.
countless.

have been talking more with my mom about where i would be in a year time, what would i be doing then, and how would i do.
growing up with more responsibilities, has not been easy, but i am glad to have my family and awesome friends beside all these while.

gonna hit 21 soon!
excited bout it but the fact of having an exam 2 days after my big day is not very cool. haha.

okay, this is pretty random, i just feel like writing something, maybe. heh.

time to get cracking! go, fight, win!

love, katherine.

something, not significant, not nothing either.

MOVE ON.
IT'S JUST A CHAPTER IN THE PAST.
BUT DON'T CLOSE THE BOOK.
JUST TURN THE PAGE.

and then i realised, i have turned so many pages, and yet, there's something, not meaningful, not meaningless either; not happy, not sad either; not nothing, but, there's no relief and utmost happiness.

next page, perhaps?

p.s. i am all right, just got this thought while sitting on a roller coaster ride of emotions.

love, katherine.

playing catch-up.

catching up with the lectures that i missed for the last one month.
*puffing*

almost there. almost finishing endocrine, reproductive system is up next!

today, i MUST finish endocrine, by hook or by crook.

i was supposed to study for saturday, but i ended up reading 'message in a bottle' by nicholas sparks, and sleep! bad bad bad! i could be done with endocrine by now. argh.
okay lar. study.

love, katherine.

Of no where and no reason..

i miss..

LAW YI YING!

JULIA LAU!

YVONNE LIM!

oh my KL3!

love, katherine.

Some colours.

there hasn't been any picture due to my laziness, i admit. xp
wanting a colourful blog, so here goes:

me! i like this SS pic of mine EXCEPT that one of my eyes is smaller! irritated by the fringe. haha. nevertheless, nice overall. haha! super SS now.

the medicines that i have been taking since last friday. mad a lot!

say hello to:

• Intazin : Cetirizine Hydrochloride.
• Apo-cimetidine 200 mg
• Dhamol : Paracetamol 500 mg (me like!)
• Indomethacin 25mg
• Metrogyl : Metronidazole 200 mg
• Betamox Capsule : Amoxycilin 200 mg
  

c-o-l-o-u-r-f-u-l

tadah~~~~~~ my wosdom tooth removed!
star of the month!!!!! hahaha!

something bout today:

had my MUET speaking test this morning. and i woke up at freaggin 6 a.m. for preparation. it feels young and feels high school-ish to wake up at that hour. haha.

the test was held at SMK Bandar Sri Petaling, and i waited in one of the classroom with the others for bout an hour before my turn.
was grumpy and still sleepy, me, being the emo kid for a while, dozed off while the others chit-chatting around.
was in the 2nd group, and the topic of discussion is the most important quality of a good tutor.
there was 4 in a group, we're 'labeled' Candidate A till D.
i was Candidate D, and the point that i got to evaluate was: a good tutor should be patient and friendly.
being katherine as usual, i crapped my way through.
saying that patience needed in teaching and learning for better understanding, blah blah blah, being friendly helps to build you good tutor-student relationship for a comfortable learning process, blah blah blah.

there's a malay girl who apparently is a debater, got the point saying that a good tutor should be hardworking and committed, kept shooting me back like nobody else's business during the 2nd session, which is the group discussion. she started of by giving her very own definition of hardworking and committed, then set up examples of hardworking from i-forgot-i-am-sorry and example of committed from marriage. okay, i shall stop describing her. not to remember her much. xp

anyway, i think should be safe. waiting for the other tests ont 13th of nov and i will be done done with MUET. hehehe.

cheerio!

love, katherine.

home sweet home.

i am at home, and at ease.

at this very moment, typing this post, i just heard an OWL howling! gosh! of everything and anything, AN OWL! i was shocked by an owl at this funny hour! FML.

forget bout the owl, i am extremely happy to be at home!
hehehe!

mum bought me nice mee pok for lunch on friday, and after lunch, she brought me to clinic goh to see if i needed a lower-sacral x-rays. Muar definitely has got better GP than those at Sri Petaling lor. Dr. Goh did physical examination on me, twisting my legs up and down to check if there's any pain at the lower sacral area. my coccyx and lower sacral bones turned out to be all right, lucky to be not badly injured by the fall. and he explained so nicely that the pain caused by the fall is due to minor tear at the ligaments. takes some time to heal, and not too serious to the extend where x-rays is needed.
stupid doctors at Sri Petaling who are up to cheat my money didn't even helped to check my back or anything, charged me 45 bucks for some pills! lousy shit!

taking anti-histamine drugs for my allergy and anti-inflammatory drugs for the inflammation from the ligament tear at the back and the ankle.
those drugs keep me so sleepy that most of the time i spend at muar is wasted sleeping.
mummy keeps saying that all that i need is to rest more and rest well, and i feel so bad doing nothing, helping her nothing, but troubling her to cook, to bring me water and to put me to bed.
i love my mama!!!!!!!!

and today, one nice saturday, mummy woke me up at 9 in the morning, to get me to the dentist.
i had finally gotten my wisdom tooth removed!
ONLY the injection part is painful like shit. thanks to the anesthetic, i felt nothing at all at the pulling out the gigantic tooth. and i have got a stitch of silk tread in my mouth! will have to get it removed after 2 weeks.
by the way, i kept the tooth! haha. wanna take pic of it and shall post it up somewhere as a memory! a painful memory though. wisdom tooth is really a bitch!
the bleeding and swelling after my minor surgery were awful!
i eat like a baby, with the swelling, i can't swallow properly and can't take warm food.
took porridge that i hate the most after the tooth abstract, and mum was mashing the porridge, yes, mashing the porridge just to make sure that it's the food is so liquefied that i eat with less effort.
once again, I LOVE MY MAMA!!!!

the dentist gave antibiotic and that adds on to the crazy amount of medicine that i am already taking.
after lunch, took my medicine, and i couldn't help but to sleep again.
i slept so deep on the couch that i didn't even know when mummy went to work. she had the air-conditioner on and got me my blanket and pillows from my room.
my mama is the best mama ever!

after the nap, it's already dinner. i ate and watched tv program alone till i am hungry again, mummy drove me out to da bao wan tan mee.
i, ate again, followed by taking the stewpid pills that make me feel sleepy and funny.

jolting down the messy pieces of today and yesterday, i don't want myself to forget how reckless i have been at taking care of myself, and how much trouble that i am giving my mom from my recklessness.

i shall get well real soon and i promise, to take better care of myself!

off to bed, again!

love, katherine.

Cheer-leading!

i, hurt my coccyx and a few sacral bone, injured my ankle, got a collection of bruises, and brought myself painful back and knee, all from cheer-leading.
still, i am enjoying every moment of it.
let it be stressed, tensed, or tired, everything ends with contentment and one very special happy feeling that can't be described by words.

whay chiat was commenting on the performance, to quote him 'even if you were lost and couldn't find your position, just smile.'

isn't that something? haha.

it's has been a great experience! worth the time spending, worth the effort given, and worth the injuries collected.

the cheer-leaders actually have to cheer themselves more than they cheer for the others just to cheer for the others. it hasn't been easy, but the process of trying and all the practices have been amazing.

come on, griffin! let's do it! monday is the day!

p.s. i am so loving my very 1st cheer-leading uniform! =D

love, katherine.

Just A Dream.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream.

So I travel back
down that road
Will she come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back
Down that road
Will she come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream.

So I travel back
Down that road
Will she come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything

addicted to this song cause it reminds me so much of him.

love, katherine.

self-realization.

wow! with 2 complaining posts in a row, along with *cough* a few 'eff' word here and there..i shall retain my manner in life.

there will be no complaint from me for at least 2 weeks.

i promise.

*angelic smile*

oh yea, something to be happy about, we, as in kris, becky, jon, edward and shan successfully surprised alex on his birthday!
nearly failed, as it took us some times to figure which unit alex stays at, and alex was out when we were in front of his door.
luckily his housemate was at home and let us in the house to wait for alex.
waited for a while and i felt so bad and sorry for becky that she's already so tired and has undang to attend the next morning at 7.30.
we even cut alex's cake, wanting to eat our portion, leave his at the fridge and leave the house.
HAHA! it's so funny!
when alex came back, we jumped up in joy and continued with the plan.
got cream splashed on his face! total shock-ness. haha!
with becky back home earlier, the rest of us went to mcDonald at sungai besi to grab a bite and continue chit-chating. all the way till 4.30 a.m.!

it's a GOOD GREAT time.
i shall upload some nice pictures after getting them from kris kris. hehe =)
i, love my friends!

love, katherine.