my special one fifth.

we, talk about everything.
we, laugh together at everything.
we, gossip about each other.
we, shop crazily yet elegantly at any shopping mall.
we, will fight to lie on mummy's/daddy's lap.
we, will cry for each other whenever the other one is sad.

we, used to sleep on the same bed, talk to each other till we fall asleep without knowing when and how.
we, used to see each other everyday till we got so sick of each other and still, find it weird when one is not beside the other.
we, used to go to school together everyday with the same uniform, same hair-tie, even the same shoes and most importantly, with the same sleepy, yet happy face.

knowing we'll be there for each other no matter when and where, i love you my dearest sister!

yes, i am emo as i won't be able to send her off at the airport this coming monday.
why la my sister is flying back to australia so soon? *cry cry cry*

millions of love to this lovely sister of mine.
i am going to miss carlyn so.

love, katherine.

monday.

6.00 a.m. get my butt out of the bed to send alain off to airport. @.@
7.15 a.m. meet up with ex-pbl mates for clinical visit. =.=
8.30 a.m. start taking patient's history at cheras baru clinic. 0.0
10.30 a.m. rush back to imu for the interview with Dr. Vera regarding the wellness report. =(
...lunch at dunno-what time...=D
1.30 p.m. 1st lecture ^-^
2.30 p.m. 2nd lecture *-*
4.00 p.m. at the library T.T
7.00 p.m. dinner with college mates! =)
...SLEEP...

katherine has got herself a fruitful and nicely arranged monday.
happy!

love, katherine.

no, not happy.

i was scrubbing the very special wok i brought all the way from muar to kl. sad. sob.
*i like cooking with wok la, not funny, ok?*

the worst thing that i did tonight was scrubbing it with a brush, with warm water and loads of dish washing liquid for the longest time i can ever ask for.
the very last person who used my wot didn't help to clean up and the last time that the last person who used it was like last november. imagine how long had that fellow left the wok, allowing disgusting living organism, be it the glorious bacteria/fungi, growing on it. gross to the max! poor wok and poorER me washing it like a crazy aunty in the kitchen.

i swear, from now on, i will kick whoever who uses my wok and NEVER WASH IT!
i mean, seriously, we should be fair, rit? i don't mind others using my stuff as long as it's well taken care of.
i hate to bellyache but i can't hold this any longer, i so don't wanna go mad keeping this frustration lo.
seriously, the black sticky yucky stuff on the wok is freaking gross!
can't believe i did the washing and it's even more unbelievable that someone gave me that 'sugar' la! i seriously have no idea of who did it, this is even worse cz i don't even know who i am mad at!
*BIG BIG smack on my forehead* =(
feel extremely IMBALANCE right now.

-end of brouhaha-

not-so-happy katherine.

funny little thought.

someone told me, if you want something to happen, you have to let it be.
me and heart have big issue and i wonder, when will i let go of the pride, that has been driving opportunities away.
anyway, busy month i'm having.
busy with lectures (have been slacking.damn! i so need to be a nerd.);
busy with carlyn who just got back from australia (hanging out with the sister is always the best thing that i can ever ever asked for.);
busy with the coming orientation (i doubt i had done anything constructive. i do feel bad bout this.);
so on and so on.
it's good as it's keeping me away from ttms-ing.

can't help to but to blog, suppose to be mugging right now.
chaoz!
p.s. i am missing HOME! was just floating in the memory land where mummy, daddy, carlyn, kai ying ying and yong yong live. kathy heart them loads!

love, katherine.

i miss..

and

and

andtime flies and all of us are chasing our very own dreams, spreading our wings, flying to the blue blue sky where happiness is there.

love, katherine.

chapter one in 2010.

there are just times that you will sit on a nice comfy chair, thinking of everything and different feelings just fill your mind, your heart without you knowing when and even how.
and now, it is the time.

2009 was a great great year.
i experienced more than a life in a year and i am really glad to have so many awesome people filling the frame i have with great smiles.
always thankful and i am really happy to go this far from a stupid little girl to someone who loves laughing, learning, and someone who is lucky.

looking back at the path that i walked passed, looking back at people whom i love, i hurt, i appreciate, i missed, looking back at the pictures that caught my breath and got me gasping more and more for air, i think, there're still loads of things out there to experience, to explore.
i know, i am greedy and i can't help but to keep filling as much as i could into the little world i have.
grateful i am and it seems that the most important things in life take place in those small daily situations where we can both help steer the course and appreciate to make life better for ourselves and others.
can't believe it's 2010 and i am definitely going to keep a long list of resolutions!

1. be more optimistic than ever and not too optimistic to the extend of idiocy and naive.
   
2. work harder and get more serious in my studies. study harder and smarter, i hope.
3. call mummy, daddy, sisters and little yong more often when i'm away from home no matter how busy i am. feel really bad and sorry when mum said she hardly hear from me whenever i got busy.
4. bring more laughter and joy to everyone and anyone around me. will be less bitchy, less sarcastic, less annoying, less grumpy, i promise.
5. will wake up early in the morning EVERYDAY. will try hard to make this happen.
6. will spend less money shopping and buy less clothes than last year. had a really difficult time packing and squeezing clothes into my luggage an hour ago. plurk!
7. will be more organized and well-planned all the time. sounds impossible, maybe not all the time, but most of the time.
8. i shall eat normally and eat like a monster NO MORE. don't wanna people remember as a girl who EATS A LOT.
9. will visit facebook less! have been spending super a lot of time there! tsk-tsk-tsk-ing at my self-control.
   
10. i shall read more and spend less time day-dreaming. dream only happens while sleeping and sorry to say that fairly tales that gives everyone hope of dreams come true when you dream hard, doesn't really happen, even if it does, it happens one in a million.
    
11. be more mature and still looking young at the same time. funny that i can never agree with people aging gracefully.
12. learn to let go more easily or less i will be killed by my very own obstinacy. i can't have everything that fits into places that i want them to be and i think, maybe it's the small little imperfect beauty that makes life real. letting go is hard and i have got to learn it.
    
13. BE A BETTER ME.

i smell a busy year ahead and i like it!
HAPPY 2010!!!!!

love, katherine.