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i need to rant before i go crazy.

slept at half one and woke up at half past 5 to get a bus at half past 6 and arrived derry at 8 to check in to the nursing accommodation and went for class at half past 8. clinic session ended at half past 12, nearly died of hunger and the groaning of the stomach at the clinic was so embarrassing i could literally dig a hole to hide my face. lunch till 1 before attending theatre at half 1, thought i could chill at the tea room for a wee while until a nurse came over to tell me that the surgeon was early, nearly chocked on my crisps running to the theatre. stood at the theatre and observed 4 cataracts in a roll, and one cosmetic surgery to end with at half past 4, talked to a patient and tried to get a case but failed till 5, before i could get changed and go back to rest. too bad i had no food to feed myself i had to walk to tesco with jiayi. got stuck at tesco by heavy rain for half an hour, stoning and walked back in drizzle at 7. rain stopped completely when we got back at the nursing house which was so nutsy i wanted to scream crazy. microwave food calmed me a little and a hot shower made things even better. so now, time to study.

life.