duh.

Emotions strike me real hard,
in this very quiet night,
i lie to myself,
telling myself that i'm just nervous bout tomorrow,
deep inside,
i know there's something else,
something that i don't recognize,
something foreign.
mood swings and i have no idea of how to deal with it,
i need to hear my mummy's, daddy's voice,
and i realise,
i'm still a baby,
a cry baby.


one night only,
i'm letting another self of me out.

emo emo emo emo emo emo emo. what a night!? lol.

*i wonder will i meet the good-luck boy again*