Sunday, December 4, 2011

1st snow ever at Belfast!

IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL! just so happy it's indescribable :)
a beautiful end to the weekend, and a wonderful start of another week!

yes, in the pyjamas, didn't want to miss the best part of the snow, grabbed my puffer and literally ran to the snow :)


THE SNOW!


snow and friends, best combination ever! :)

unforgettable night <3


love, katherine.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Just another birthday :)

who says birthday is all about partying and going out?

on my birthday, i have to attend morning clinical teaching at the hospital.
nothing much to do in the afternoon, cz most of my friends are still at the hospital attending their classes as well.
so i have the whole afternoon to myself, thinking of skyping with my mama, then study for a bit, take a wee nap, prepare for tomorrow's tutorial, and that's pretty much how it's going to be till dinner with fellow friends at a restaurant.
look forward to the dinner and as for now, it's work time.

wanna get my mind off the result of my case reported collected this morning.
my mistake, to have jolted something heard, not seen, not examined by myself.
my bad. there's nobody to blame, except myself.
good lesson learnt, never trust what was told easily no matter how, no matter what.
everybody lies. that's an indestructible truth.
another point to note, be very honest to yourself.
i was told there's jaundice, but i could have checked before writing it down.
i could have done better, no, i can do very well in report writing.
not being honest with one particular info, my bad. i shouldn't have. big fat mistake.
talked to my consultant or rather, my consultant wanted to talk to me.
explained to him that i gotten the info after discussing with my groupmates, i cross my heart it's true, but i doubt how much damage i could mend.
good birthday eh?

on the brighter side, i am loving all the wishes received at facebook, via texts, via phone calls, via skype. they are all so lovely, and am really thankful to have meet and known so many awesome people, around the world, from all walks of life. i really do appreciate all the wishes, that warm my heart and make me smile.

being so far away from home, i thank the IMU ppl who came to belfast with me, putting in so much effort in the surprise last night.
the oreo cheesecake and the present, and most importantly, the effort and time, regardless how busy we all are right now, especially during weekdays when there are reports and tutorials to do.
i was really touched. i don't know how am i going to do without all these ppl.

really have to thank siew yee, for being there, cheering me up and listening to me bout my case report, with beautiful cupcakes and chocolate moose cake. that was really sweet of her. i am really thankful to have someone so sweet and caring around.

the national phone call, from home is the best gift of the year. those precious words and love.
i love my family. always and forever. i cried, the moment my daddy said 'i am sorry i couldn't buy you anything now, but when you get home next year'. it's not about the present, but the thought of making me happy that counts.

so yea, on my very birthday, nothing stops because it's my birthday. i have to get my work done, i have to keep my head up, and everyone else have to keep moving on.
as long as i am happy, everyday could be my birthday.
today is not the ultimate day for absolute happiness, i am fine with everything that's happening till now. be it crap or fab, i am grand.
it's more about growing up and growing wise.
i am not a little girl who needs everything to be fabulous and magical anymore, the taste of reality suits me better these days.

i am done for now, and will post up some pictures of the wee surprise and dinner soon.
happy birthday to me. being 22, is indescribable.

love, katherine.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

mummy and lil boy just sang me birthday song over skype.
T_______________T

y home so far?

love, katherine.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

people change.

i change.
so much when i looked back, i couldn't find the old me.
those who accepted me for who i am, i love you guys.
those who see me through all the changes, family and friends, i thank you so so much.
turning 22, it's just another number.

i am not going to stop changing, that's how it's gonna be.

not being able to celebrate with my family is like having one empty hole in the perfect piece of birthday cake right in front of me. how i wish they know how much i love and miss them.
actually i don't know how to celebrate without family and closed friends around. sad.

looking around, unfamiliarity is the new familiarity.
somehow, i quite like it that way :)

just some random shit talk. i am too lazy to start on my portfolio, finding anything to do but to start with it.

love, katherine.

Monday, November 21, 2011

2 very important men in my life.

me: 'daddy, can't see your eyes. open them big BIG'
daddy: 'they are just like your eyes'

*daddy, lil bro and silly me laughing off*

i, love those smiles. :)

love, katherine.

oh my neck.

so yea, TODAY, marks my 1st visit to the emergency department at Royal Victoria Hospital.
Wry neck it is.

a couple of days of painful and stiff neck it's going to be.
funny walking posture and whole body rotation to the left and right are happening.
nooooooo~~~~~~

y no sleep properly? :'(

love, katherine.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Reading week.

how i abhor times flies so quickly, sometimes i find myself in a pool of mess, where i am not sure of what i did for the past few days. urgh, so hating the feeling of not being clear of what's going on.

did a few revision here and there, trying to finish as much as i could. but looking at all the notes that i piled them up over the past 6 week, woah, not easy task. procrastination, what a bitch.

in the midst of chaos, hearing what happened to my friend, brought me the thought of how important appreciation is in everyday life.
people around, they come and go all the time, do you just let them go, or hold on to them?
do you care as much as you are supposed to be, and do you just revolve around your very own centre?
easier said than done, not like i do appreciate people around me well, but i do still appreciate most of them pretty well, i guess.

time is officially insufficient for me, since i came to belfast.
there's always so much to do, so little time to spend.
i wish i could have more time, i need more time, to talk to my family and friends.
i miss them so dearly no one else could imagine.

tomorrow would be the last day of my reading week.
oh no, the annoying pile of notes is still there. still there. mountain high, oh so depressing.
celebrating a friend's birthday in an hour at a japanese restaurant. so much of me wanting to do hardcore revision. *bitch-slapping myself*

love, katherine.